https://pornfaze.com/tags/dark-feedism/ Wed 15 Apr 2026 09:28:24 +0200 https://pornfaze.com/videos/7226531/reflections-and-regrets/
Face-to-face with my gainsin this raw, unfiltered monologue, i stand in front of my bedroom mirror- confronting every inch of my overgrown body. for so long, i've tried to hide it, tried to deny it and cover it. but now that i'm standing here, getting dressed to go out somewhere fancy, i can't run away from the truth. and the truth is, i can't believe what i've done to myself. once, i was fit, proud and in control. now, all i see is softness- each part of me is heavier, rounder and more visible than i ever imagined. as i struggle to fit into outfits that no longer flatter my figure, i'm made to reckon with the damage that my habits have done. and i'm reminded that every decision and indulgence has shaped me into this.softness spilling over, unrestrained and unavoidable..in the mirror's unflinching gaze, i examine each part of my body, feature by feature, feeling the reality sinking in. i can't hide my shape. i can't stop the softness from spilling over. i can't conceal my big belly, my wobbly arms and dimpled thighs, and how my whole body jiggles at the slightest movement. there's no filter here, no denial. it's just me, facing the music and letting the regret and helplessness sink in.every indulgence, every decision, led me to this..if you've ever wondered what it's like for me to face the changes, the consequences of what i've done, this is your chance to see. it's something i'm still wrestling with- this big body that i know i should have accepted and made peace with by now. watch me bare it all, inside and out. ]]> Sun 03 Nov 2024 04:45:48 +0200 https://pornfaze.com/videos/7226531/reflections-and-regrets/ https://pornfaze.com/videos/5698812/health-issues-fat-chat-and-weight-loss-announcement/
!! warning this video includes dark subject matter !! includes: health issues, fat chat, dark feedism, weight loss a super super intimate and honest discussion about my recent hospitalization, health issues and my compulsory weight loss! this was legitimately the most heartbreaking video i've ever recorded. i sit down to tell all about the problems with my health, how miserable i am about my involuntary weight loss (and how skeptical i am about having the self control to actually do it), my plans for the future and my dream of being able to return to gaining ]]> Sun 11 Feb 2024 04:54:26 +0200 https://pornfaze.com/videos/5698812/health-issues-fat-chat-and-weight-loss-announcement/ https://pornfaze.com/videos/5620476/measuring-pressure/
i've undone all my weight loss! ????i can't believe i let it get this bad. i'm such a blob right now.i'm a helpless glutton in need of a wake-up call.i talk about all the changes i've noticed since gaining maybe a dozen pounds over the holidays. and my habits haven't been changing. i eat tremendous volumes of food and do zero exercise and physical activity. clothing doesn't fit. it's harder than ever to hide my belly with my outfits. i talk about the guilt and embarrassment i feel after stuffing myself and when i'm out in public. daily tasks are getting difficult again. the last time i was this heavy, i started going back to the gym. but this time, i don't even have a gym to go to. ]]> Sun 28 Jan 2024 06:31:31 +0200 https://pornfaze.com/videos/5620476/measuring-pressure/ https://pornfaze.com/videos/5326951/ssbbw-pizza-soda-for-breakfast/
You know i’m a fat ass piggy when i eat pizza and soda for breakfast. i’m honestly so satisfied with the taste of my pizzas, they are the perfect meal to consume first in a day. they get my belly nice and prepared for my usual take out meal that comes next. i will often eat tacos or mcdonald’s afree breakfast, but i really need that first meal to boost my energy for the day! it always tastes so good, the tomato base makes me soo happy, and the pineapple is so nicely refreshing with my fizzy soda! mmm ]]> Sat 02 Dec 2023 12:14:16 +0200 https://pornfaze.com/videos/5326951/ssbbw-pizza-soda-for-breakfast/ https://pornfaze.com/videos/3660213/can-t-believe-i-m-a-feedee/
I'm being real with you guys. i honestly can't believe this is my fetish!all the weight i've gained, all the stuffings and the laziness.. giving up on being fit and athletic. this video is basically a reflection on that. i know i've been active as a feedee for a few years now, but it's honestly still crazy to me. it's not something i ever imagined i'd be doing even five years ago. back then, i was working out several times a week. now, even my feeder is pleading with me to go to the gym with him. i've just grown so used to this lifestyle- eating anything i want and lazing around constantly. those have become my most favorite things, and i just can't see myself parting with them to be thinner and fitter. no way. but that doesn't make what i'm doing feel any more "normal" to me. i'm eating myself into a blimp! i used to have such a tight, perky body. but it's all gone so soft and swollen- with stretchmarks and dimples of cellulite. i've changed my body forever and, while i love my shape, it also makes me feel a little self-conscious sometimes. listen to me talk about: gaining weight losing weight doctor visits dark feedism topics guilty stuffings basically a window into my life as a feedee. ]]> Wed 29 Mar 2023 10:06:02 +0200 https://pornfaze.com/videos/3660213/can-t-believe-i-m-a-feedee/ https://pornfaze.com/videos/3206275/ssbbw-emma-gives-me-insulin-wmv/
Wmv (also available in mp4) i was diagnosed with diabetes last year, but that doesn't mean i still can't have fun while being a feedee. if anything, it only made me hornier to get even fatter. i though it would be fun if my friend emma helped me out with my insulin to show you what it's like to make sure that i can keeping stuffing this belly bigger. this taboo video was so kinky and fun to film together. ]]> Fri 03 Feb 2023 13:06:13 +0200 https://pornfaze.com/videos/3206275/ssbbw-emma-gives-me-insulin-wmv/ https://pornfaze.com/videos/3206263/ssbbw-emma-gives-me-insulin/
Mp4 (also available in wmv) i was diagnosed with diabetes last year, but that doesn't mean i still can't have fun while being a feedee. if anything, it only made me hornier to get even fatter. i though it would be fun if my friend emma helped me out with my insulin to show you what it's like to make sure that i can keeping stuffing this belly bigger. this taboo video was so kinky and fun to film together. ]]> Fri 03 Feb 2023 13:06:04 +0200 https://pornfaze.com/videos/3206263/ssbbw-emma-gives-me-insulin/